| Location | Nottingham |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Other Disease |
| Date of Birth | 02/02/2007 |
| Date of Death | 02/02/2007 |
| Visitors | 4,767 since 29/01/2009 |
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I'll never forget the day we found out you were ill - Monday 25th September 2006 at 4pm. We felt like our world had collapsed. The sonographer was taking ages then she went to get a second opinion then said "It appears some of your baby's diaphragm is missing but don't worry - It's fixable". If only it was that simple. I was then scanned every few weeks and you were given a 50/50 chance of survival. At 39 weeks my blood pressure became too high so I was booked for an induction on 1st Feb. At 2:30 the following morning my waters broke and you were born at 3:43am on Friday 2nd Feb 2007. Your eyes were closed, you were so very still and an awful grey colour - but I could see your heart beating. You were soon taken off to the neonatal unit. Your Daddy went off to ring your Mamma to tell her you had arrived and it was then that I felt the loneliest, most frightened I've been in my life. The midwife took us to see you at 6:15am, the doctor looking after you said "I'm afraid your Son is very, very ill". I looked at him and just knew he was telling us you were not going to be with us for long. For the next 2 hours we sat and talked to you and stroked your hands but at 8:15am I got an overwhelming feeling that I had to leave. Your Daddy agreed so we went to get my things and I was transferred up onto the ward. I was placed next to 3 healthy, crying babies and I was just about to go and ask if I could be moved as it was more than I could bear listening to their cries, knowing I would probably never hear yours, when the neonatal nurse appeared around the curtain and said you had taken a turn for the worse and I just knew that you had gone off with the angels then Sweetheart. Sure enough when we got there the consultant said you were in cardiac arrest and they had been working on you for 20 mins but you were not going to survive. We spent the whole day with you Sweetheart and you looked so very peaceful, just like you had had a big milk feed and enjoying a snooze after. You were buried 2 weeks later with lots of teddies, toy cars from your big brother Christian and photo's of all your family. It never stopped raining the day you were put into the Earth. After your post mortem (sorry you had to go through that Sweetheart but we needed to know why you were so very poorly, more so than anyone expected) it was found that you had bilateral diaphragmatic hernia which is very, very rare. None of the staff had ever seen a baby with it before so you are so very special Sweetheart. Your lungs were less than a quarter of the size of a term newborn so you had far too much to battle against. You were destined for the angels all along. I know you are at peace now, no more suffering sweet baby, safely resting in your Grandma Jordan's arms.
This is a poem composed for you by your Great Aunt Marion.
May these few words remember one so loved
Lift up your hearts, let your spirit be moved
Into that secret place within our souls
A place so protective against life's tolls
On moonbeams and rainbows from Heaven he came
Findlay Lucas was his given name
A boy so perfect in every way
Little we knew he couldn't stay
Look to the stars, see him play there
Playing in Heaven, Earth and everywhere
A gap in the clouds, see the sun's rays
become....
A playground slide where he happily plays
When placed in the earth from whence he came
Tears of a thousand angels fell as rain
Washing the grief of those attended
Hoping their hearts will soon be mended.
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happy easter xxx
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY FINDLAY
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Birthday Remembrance
Thinking of you on your birthday Findlay
But that is nothing new
For no day dawns and no day ends
Without a thought of you.
We cannot send a birthday card,
Your hand we cannot touch,
But God will take our greetings
To the one we love so much.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY FINDLAY
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bigs hugs from me to you and your family
and friends that you miss you ever day but
in our hearts forever you will not be forgotin
all my love hugs and xxxx from me Sylvie
mommy of Samantha Belanger and
Granddaughter of Albert and Marie-Jeanne
Belanger take care bye for now.
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BIG HUGS FINDLAY
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⋱♰⋰ Angel Day ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ Your Angel Day in Heaven ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ Many tears will fall for you ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ You touched so many loving hearts ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ There’s so many missing you ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ As you now live in paradise ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ Its Heaven up above stay ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ Close to all your loved ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ ones For it’s you they ⋱♰⋰
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⋱♰⋰ forgoten you take care love from me ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ Sylvie mommy of Samantha Belanger ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ and Granddaughter of Albert and ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ Marie-Jeanne Belanger take care ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ hugs and XXXX bye for now good ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ night ⋱♰⋰
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merry christmas love from Karen, Aaron,Bailey and Dylan
I Lost My Child Today
I lost my child today.
People came to weep and cry
As I just sat and stared, dry eyed.
They struggled to find words to say
To try and make the pain go away.
I walked the floor in disbelief.
I lost my child today.
I lost my child last month.
Most of the people went away.
Some still call and some still stay.
I wait to wake up from this dream
"This can't be real" I want to scream.
Yet everything is locked inside,
God, help me, I want to die.
I lost my child last month.
I lost my child last year.
Now people, who had come, have gone.
I sit and struggle all day long,
To bear the pain so deep inside.
And now my friends just question, "Why?
Why does this mother not move on?
Just sits and sings the same old song.
Good heavens, it has been so long!"
I lost my child last year.
Time has not moved on for me.
The numbness it has disappeared.
My eyes have now cried many tears.
I see the look upon your face,
"She must move on and leave this place."
Yet I am trapped right here in time.
The songs the same, as is the rhyme:
I lost my child......Today.
Hello
I've been alone with you inside my mind
And in my dreams I've kissed your face a thousand times
I sometimes dream you pass outside my door
Hello, is it me you're looking for?
I would see it in your eyes
I would see it in your smile
You're all I've ever wanted, and my arms are open wide
'Cause I'd know just what to say
And I'd know just what to do
And I want to tell you so much, I love you ...
I long to see the sunlight in your hair
And tell you time and time again how much I care
Sometimes I feel my heart will overflow
Hello, I've just got to let you know
'Cause I wonder where you are
And I wonder what you do
Are you somewhere feeling lonely,
Or is someone loving you?
Tell me how to win your heart
For I haven't got a clue
But let me start by saying, I love you ...
Hello, is it me you're looking for?
'Cause I wonder where you are
And I wonder what you do
Are you somewhere feeling lonely
Or is someone loving you?
Tell me how to win your heart
For I haven't got a clue
But let me start by saying ... I love you
Lyrics by Lionel Richie
Always Near as You Walk
And I am no longer with you
Let no tears fall or sorrow prevail
When you see your reflection shimmer in the water
Smile and know that I see your smile
When you feel the cool grass beneath your feet
And the sun’s warmth upon your back
Know that I feel it also
When you hear the leaves rustling in the wind
Know it is my voice softly whispering to you
When you see a butterfly dancing among flowers
Know that I am dancing also
When you gently touch a puppy’s soft fur
Know that I too feel your touch
When the wind swirls across your skin
Know that it is I who caresses you
When you love another
Know that I too feel your love
These words are truth, my love
Have faith, my love
As long as beauty lives upon the earth and in the stars
And love lives in every beat of every heart
So then do I
So then do we all.
Cosmic Love
A falling star fell from your heart and landed in my eyes
I screamed aloud, as it tore through them, and now it's left me blind
The stars, the moon, they have all been blown out
You left me in the dark
No dawn, no day, I'm always in this twilight
In the shadow of your heart
And in the dark, I can hear your heartbeat
I tried to find the sound
But then it stopped, and I was in the darkness,
So darkness I became
The stars, the moon, they have all been blown out
You left me in the dark
No dawn, no day, I'm always in this twilight
In the shadow of your heart
I took the stars from our eyes, and then I made a map
And knew that somehow I could find my way back
Then I heard your heart beating, you were in the darkness too
So I stayed in the darkness with you
The stars, the moon, they have all been blown out
You left me in the dark
No dawn, no day, I'm always in this twilight
In the shadow of your heart
The stars, the moon, they have all been blown out
You left me in the dark
No dawn, no day, I'm always in this twilight
In the shadow of your heart.
Lyrics from Florence and the Machine
To My Daddy from Your Angel (for Fathers Day)
Daddy you will never show me,
How to catch or throw a ball.
Or tie my laces really tight,
Or how to fish, with bait and all.
You’ll never teach me A,B,C’s
Or read to me and tuck me in.
You’ll never kiss and make me laugh,
With tickles from your spiky chin.
You’ll never watch me graduate,
For my cap and gown, I’ll never see,
And you’ll never hold my babies,
Like you never get to cuddle me.
You would have been the best Daddy,
But I had gone before I really knew,
So, instead of watching me, my Daddy,
I’ll be watching over you.
Thinking of you all on Fathers Day this Sunday. Much love xxxx
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